{"id":48057,"date":"2023-03-31T13:09:09","date_gmt":"2023-03-31T17:09:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/?p=48057"},"modified":"2023-03-31T13:09:09","modified_gmt":"2023-03-31T17:09:09","slug":"tales-from-an-existential-crisis%f0%9f%a4%a9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/2023\/03\/31\/tales-from-an-existential-crisis%f0%9f%a4%a9\/","title":{"rendered":"Tales from an Existential Crisis\ud83e\udd29"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>One of my majors is Bioethics which requires me to take a bunch of Philosophy courses. Which, unfortunately(?), has led me to be more cynical and question everything. It\u2019s like the more you know, the more you realized you don\u2019t know. Along with this are weekly bouts of an existential crisis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Recently this has been surrounding my academics, career and future. I chose to study Global Health and Bioethics because I believed it would help prepare me for a future where I\u2019m able to influence policy making and make healthcare more accessible. Unfortunately, if you were to ask me exactly what I wanted to do, I couldn\u2019t tell you. It\u2019s even harder when you hear other people tell you about their 10 year plans, what they\u2019re planning on doing and when they plan on doing it etc. I on the other hand, am trying to get through the next week that filled with midterms \ud83d\ude2b<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Thankfully, as they always say, to every dark cloud there\u2019s a silver lining. In this case, the silver lining was the Human Biology Student Union.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/1-1024x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-48075\" width=\"464\" height=\"464\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/1-1024x1024.png 1024w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/1-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/1-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/1-768x768.png 768w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/1-448x448.png 448w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/1.png 1080w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 464px) 100vw, 464px\" \/><figcaption>Photo of Sidney Smith<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>After doing a deep dive into the Human Biology (HMB) department to find out more about the resources available, I came across the HMB Union and they were planning a panelist event featuring past students of the HMB department who spoke on their experience navigating their careers! It\u2019s not everyday you get a chance to actually chat with people that have been through the study you are in and chat with them about their journey\u2019s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But first, introducing the panellist\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-2 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"400\" height=\"400\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/Jad-1.jpeg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"48061\" data-link=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/?attachment_id=48061\" class=\"wp-image-48061\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/Jad-1.jpeg 400w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/Jad-1-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/Jad-1-150x150.jpeg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Jad Sibai: Master Student ins Medical Sciences at IMS<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"400\" height=\"400\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/daniel-1.jpeg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"48062\" data-link=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/?attachment_id=48062\" class=\"wp-image-48062\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/daniel-1.jpeg 400w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/daniel-1-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/daniel-1-150x150.jpeg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Daniel Li: Medical Student at Western University <\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-2 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-2 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"400\" height=\"400\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/delphine-1.jpeg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"48066\" data-link=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/?attachment_id=48066\" class=\"wp-image-48066\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/delphine-1.jpeg 400w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/delphine-1-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/delphine-1-150x150.jpeg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Delphine Ji: Master Student<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"400\" height=\"400\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/sarry-1.jpeg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"48067\" data-full-url=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/sarry-1.jpeg\" data-link=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/?attachment_id=48067\" class=\"wp-image-48067\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/sarry-1.jpeg 400w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/sarry-1-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/sarry-1-150x150.jpeg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Policy Advisor, Canada's Free Agents<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/mathieu-2.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-48069\" width=\"233\" height=\"233\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/mathieu-2.jpeg 400w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/mathieu-2-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/mathieu-2-150x150.jpeg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 233px) 100vw, 233px\" \/><figcaption>Mathieu Jacob: Associate Director, Regulatory Affairs at AstroZeneca <\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>One thing I really appreciated was that they offered unfiltered advice that you wouldn\u2019t get elsewhere. And the best part was that some of them had just graduated recently while others had a few years back. So, without further ado, Here\u2019s what I learned:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">For when you feel you\u2019re not good enough<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>Be kind to yourself. It\u2019s not your job to count yourself out, find opportunities that resonate with you and give them a try. The worst thing that could happen is things don\u2019t work out and that\u2019s okay. - Delphine Ji<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Follow your curiosity -<\/strong> Sarry Zheng<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/2-1024x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-48076\" width=\"478\" height=\"478\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/2-1024x1024.png 1024w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/2-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/2-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/2-768x768.png 768w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/2-448x448.png 448w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/2.png 1080w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 478px) 100vw, 478px\" \/><figcaption>Photo of Sarry Zheng <\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>One thing that Sarry Zheng had mentioned was the importance of doing things that intrigued you because you wouldn\u2019t want to be in a field that you find no fulfillment in. To be honest though, I think this is also easier said than done because not everyone really has the expenses to explore different field of study. To that, Zheng brought up the importance of being proactive and reaching out to different people in different areas (ie profs! )so you can learn first hand what it\u2019s REALLY like.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Everyone's path is different!!! - Mathieu Jacob<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>If I had a dollar for everything someone told me this, I would be rich! And to be honest, I had begun to think of the quote as a cliche. But, it does hold a lot of truth. For example, some people prefer working in the real world and choose to do that after their undergrad while others prefer school. So if a person works in the real world for about 5 years and someone else chooses to do their masters, those two people could be qualified for the same position. For a huge part, university doesn\u2019t prepare you so much for the workforce it more so prepares you for the critical thinking aspect. So, you might want to look into bridging a career. This can look like shadowing a researcher, internships, getting certificates like the CFA, fellowships etc. All in all, you should be making decisions based on what works for you!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>It\u2019s ok if things don\u2019t work out the first time- Daniel<\/strong> Li<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>Daniel was an aspiring med student but the first time they\u2019d applied to med school, he didn\u2019t get into his choices. Instead, he decided to take a year off to do some research at the UHN. Of course, this may not be the case for everyone but it also reinforces the idea that you shouldn\u2019t give up on the first try.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Last thoughts...<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>If you're someone that feeling a bit confused about knowing what you want to do post-grad, I hope this post helps! And if you're a Human Bio student, make sure to check out the Human Biology Student Union to stay up to date and be the first the know the next time they'll be hosting another event!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Check out their Instagram at this link \u27a1\ufe0f<a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/uofthbsu\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"> <\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-Bolu \ud83e\udef6\ud83c\udffe<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>P.s a huge shout out to the Human Biology Student Union execs for hosting such an incredible event!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/pic-1024x768.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-48070\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/pic-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/pic-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/pic-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/pic-1536x1152.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2023\/03\/pic.jpeg 2000w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption>Photo of the Exec members of the Human Biology Student Union <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"entry-summary\">\n<div class=\"entry-summary\">\nOne of my majors is Bioethics which requires me to take a bunch of Philosophy courses. Which, unfortunately(?), has led me to be more cynical and question everything. It\u2019s like the more you know, the more you realized you don\u2019t&hellip;\n<\/div><div class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/2023\/03\/31\/tales-from-an-existential-crisis%f0%9f%a4%a9\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &ldquo;Tales from an Existential Crisis\ud83e\udd29&rdquo;<\/span>&hellip;<\/a><\/div>\n<\/div><div class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/2023\/03\/31\/tales-from-an-existential-crisis%f0%9f%a4%a9\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &ldquo;Tales from an Existential Crisis\ud83e\udd29&rdquo;<\/span>&hellip;<\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"author":452,"featured_media":48071,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7204,7206,59,65,1,69,67,77],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48057"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/452"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=48057"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48057\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":48077,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48057\/revisions\/48077"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/48071"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=48057"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=48057"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=48057"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}