{"id":15174,"date":"2012-11-30T15:39:18","date_gmt":"2012-11-30T20:39:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/?p=15174"},"modified":"2014-09-09T09:57:03","modified_gmt":"2014-09-09T13:57:03","slug":"the-first-step-acceptance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/2012\/11\/30\/the-first-step-acceptance\/","title":{"rendered":"The First Step: Acceptance"},"content":{"rendered":"While I\u2019ve always enjoyed coffee, lately it\u2019s become an unfortunate life-force, as I\u2019ve quickly discovered I am not the 0.1% of the stu<em>robot<\/em>dent population that doesn\u2019t need to sleep. This shouldn\u2019t be surprising considering the only all nighter I\u2019ve pulled to date was for the royal wedding, and I had opted for coffee\u2019s more <em>bubbly <\/em>companion to help me trek through. Missing sleep is hard to do, and lately it seems the only way to makeup for all of the hours I need is through a coffee every few hours. The enjoyment has now shifted into a full fledged dependency. My name is Vahini, and I am addicted to the bean.\r\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2012\/11\/1Untitled1.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-15179\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2012\/11\/1Untitled1-300x201.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"201\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2012\/11\/1Untitled1-300x201.png 300w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2012\/11\/1Untitled1-445x300.png 445w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2012\/11\/1Untitled1.png 952w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\r\nCaffeine withdrawal is a real thing, and not just because mednet said so when I anxiously googled between shivers and groggy eyes. When I cut it cold turkey, it\u00a0ended up being the worst of days, as I was falling asleep on the hour every hour, and incredibly cranky, and an anxious mess. And not the end of the semester kind of anxiety, this was inexplainable, at least until I had figured (or rather stopped denying) that the amount of Joe I was consuming and then suddenly not consuming must have sent my body into a weird shock.I also couldn't sleep, even though my eyes wanted to for the entire day -\u00a0the cruellest of consequences. And I was starting to feel sick.\r\n\r\nThe worst part was, this was only coffee I was dealing with, and I had simply assumed that as a longtime coffee consumer, I wouldn't be affected by the symptons of withdrawal. \u00a0While I\u2019m still unfortunately depending on coffee \u2013 public service announcers everywhere are shaking their heads at me, I know- as soon as the semester is over, I\u2019m definitely going to reduce my intake to the suggest 300mg of caffeine max...I hope. Otherwise,\u00a0this cannot end well, but the first step is admitting you have a problem right? (The solution to which I am still on the hunt for).\r\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2012\/11\/tumblr_m1utdzX2dq1qchkx9o1_5001.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-15180\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2012\/11\/tumblr_m1utdzX2dq1qchkx9o1_5001-218x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"218\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2012\/11\/tumblr_m1utdzX2dq1qchkx9o1_5001-218x300.jpg 218w, https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/files\/2012\/11\/tumblr_m1utdzX2dq1qchkx9o1_5001.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 218px) 100vw, 218px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\r\n-Vahini\r\n\r\n&nbsp;\r\n\r\n&nbsp;","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"entry-summary\">\n<div class=\"entry-summary\">\nWhile I\u2019ve always enjoyed coffee, lately it\u2019s become an unfortunate life-force, as I\u2019ve quickly discovered I am not the 0.1% of the sturobotdent population that doesn\u2019t need to sleep. This shouldn\u2019t be surprising considering the only all nighter I\u2019ve pulled&hellip;\n<\/div><div class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/2012\/11\/30\/the-first-step-acceptance\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &ldquo;The First Step: Acceptance&rdquo;<\/span>&hellip;<\/a><\/div>\n<\/div><div class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/2012\/11\/30\/the-first-step-acceptance\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &ldquo;The First Step: Acceptance&rdquo;<\/span>&hellip;<\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"author":162,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7204,1,68],"tags":[9540,1210,114,1191,9451,1950,9419,9539,9538,9537,1213,85,25507],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15174"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/162"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15174"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15174\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15211,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15174\/revisions\/15211"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15174"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15174"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.studentlife.utoronto.ca\/lifeatuoft\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15174"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}